Yes,I still can't make a proper post,my life is boring I guess and you don't want to hear me whining so I bring more meme's to keep this alive and because meme's are fun.

So,this one is from dref22 who gave me the letter "K"

1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
2. List (and upload, if you feel like it) 5 songs that start with that letter.
3. Post them to your journal with these instructions.


Ok,this might scare you. It was hard to find songs starting with "K" ,I think these are all I have. I am known for having all sorts of music from all genres .

1.Red Army Choir - Kalinka
2.Carl Douglas - Kung Fu Fighting
3.Alicia Keys - Karma
4.Goran Bregovic - Kalashnjikov ( sp?)
5.Amr Diab - Khaleena neshofak( sp? probably I spelled it 100% wrong LOL)

  Oh don't you just love my originality ! I can't come up with a decent thing to write about and since no one wants to hear me whine about how unhappy I am I'll just do this meme since I've also been tagged.

So,tagged by hughville 

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to answer these questions about yourself. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

( The easy way to pretend your journal is updated )

      Since I can't seem to make a random,normal post I just keep this sorta' updated with this meme's (thank God they exist).Snagged this one from hughville 

1)What is your salad dressing of choice?
I eat my salad with vinegar and oil only

2) What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
a turkish restaurant but I forgot its name now :D

3) What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
Kebap ,tripe soup

4) What are your pizza toppings of choice?
sausage ,bacon,cheese

5) What do you like to put on your toast?
bacon,salami,cheese,smoked salmon

6) How many televisions are in your house?
5 but one died when it fell on the floor by accident LOL

7) What color cell phone do you have?
Black Blackberry Storm *pets pretty phone*

8) Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Left-handed

9) Have you ever had anything removed from your body?

polips when I was little

10) what is the last heavy item you lifted?
I moved a table

11) Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
Thank God,no

12) If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
No way,I'm already freaked out by the prospect

13) If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
I don't know really but I think I would change it into something that's no so completely feminine because to me Adelina sounds to gentle for my personality :D

14) Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
Yes,with pleasure

15) How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
one

16) What's your goal for the year?
To graduate from university and meet Hugh Laurie

17) Last person you talked to?
A colleague from univ,I'm talking to her right now actually :D

18) Last person you hugged?
mom gave me a hug this morning,she likes hugging and kissing

19) Favorite Season?
Winter

20) Favorite Holiday?
Christmas but I generally am not a big fan of these holidays because most of the time nothing special happens.

21) Favorite day of the week?
Any weekday if I'm on holiday and Friday if I'm not

22) Favorite Month?
December 'cause I love the cold. June would be the second because it's my and Hugh's birth month and I love cherries but I'll hate it this year

23) First place you went this morning?
Bathroom

24) What's the last movie you saw? in theater?
Slumdog Millionaire and tomorrow I'll go see Watchmen .

25) Do you smile often?
Yes but it doesn't mean I'm always happy.

26) Do you always answer your phone?
No.In fact I keep it on silent quite a lot or not in the room with me so I always end up having missed calls

27) It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
The real question is : would I care who it is? Would I even hear it? I don't text and my friends know better than phoning or texting me at 4am

28) If you could change your eye color what would it be?
My eyes are what I like most about myself ,I would never change my blue eyes.

29) What flavor drink do you get at Sonic?
What is Sonic ? LOL

30) Have you ever had a pet fish?
For 2 days before it died

31) Favorite Christmas song?
Silent Night and Jingle Bells Rock

32) What's on your wish list for your birthday?
To get to meet and spend some time with Hugh Laurie but that's not gonna' happen so I just want to graduate.

33) Can you do push ups?
Yes

34) Can you do a chin up?
Don't know

35) Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
Right now ........... nervous as Hell . But I'm generally happy to be alive so ...

36) Do you have any saved texts?
On my phone? yeah,a couple

37) Ever been in a car wreck?
Nope .

38) Do you have an accent?
Being from the capital city I speak in the neutral romanian way so no accent apart from a few words and expressions I kept from back when I used to go to my grandparents in Transylvania and end up speaking in the "ardeal accent" (Ardeal is another way of saying Transylvania)

39) What is the last song to make you cry?
I don't think I  ever  cried listening to songs even though I use them as therapy

40) Plans tonight?
Watch Lost,obsess over Hugh ,think of Hugh in explicit ways and amusing myself with it,watch some 30 Rock(saved a couple of episodes for times like this),obsess some more,play some pc game

 41) Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
I'm sure that I could have it much worse and I'm grateful I don't have it much worse,I also had no major tragedy happen to me directly ,thank God ,but I am at an all time low right now with the university stress and pressure that makes me feel more depressed than usual and coroborated with my general tendency to feel down and with wanting things that I can never have.
An actual rock bottom type of moment was probably when dad died .

  42) Name 3 things you bought yesterday.
a sandwich ,a bottle of Schweppes,a magazine  

43) Have you ever been given roses?
Oh yes and hated every moment of it because I am not big on getting flowers.

44) Current hate right now?
University,living in this country

45) Met someone who changed your life?
Yes but nothing dramatic

46) How did you bring in the New Year?
Popping a bottle of champagne like I do every year 

47) What song represents you?
Leonard Cohen - Hallelujah ,various lyrics from all kinds of ....less than cheery songs
Tribalistas - Ja' sei namorar (it's a cheery ,playful tune,listen to it).
Craig Armstrong - Escape (it's instrumental)

48) Name three people who might complete this?
no idea

49) What were you doing 12 AM last night?
Thinking naughty thoughts

50) What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
"yeey,it's a free day" and Hugh(pathetic I know)

      I've been tagged by hughville  to do this writing meme. Beware of the suckage ,I'm a disgrace for my fellow lefties ! Whoever claims that if you're a girl you must have pretty writing should give me a call :D

      A meme in which you break it down old school style and use a pen and paper.

1. Write your username.
2. Write your 2 favourite bands/groups of the moment.
3. Write something you ♥, aka lemme see your heart.
4. Write the name of your favourite person of all time.
5. Write the name of your recent favoured person.
6. Tag 6 people to do this meme.

Here you have mine

....and you rarely get what you need because sometimes the things you want are also the things you need ! Or maybe it's just me ! Now I'll just go back to feeling helpless,pathetic and discouraged.

Pe romaneste,e de rahat! Ce rau e sa ai aparent totul dar sa simti ca n-ai nimic....e rau si ma face sa ma simt vinovata dar nu pot si eu sa am bucuriile alea emotionale la care tanjesc......nici macar de la distanta,nici macar alea fantaziste. Dar e ok,daca asta e pretul pe care trebuie sa-l platesc ca sa am sanatate si bunastare atunci fie....sa am cat mai multa bunastare economica si cat mai multa sanatate. Pacat ca a fi multumit si recunoscator nu-i egal cu a fi fericit.

I've been tagged by hughville

A: People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.

B: Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. (I'm going to rebel and not tag anyone.....most of them have already been tagged anyway)

1. Make a list of 5 things you can see: my computer screen,my Blackberry Storm,my Honda Repsol mini replica,DVD holders,a cup with Cambridge written on it
2. Would you ever get plastic surgery?: Nope,I'm afraid of hospitals,tests and stuff like that because I'm scared of diseases
3. What are you wearing now?: a regular red-ish t-shirt and a pair of jeans
4. What is your favorite fruit?: cherries and pomelo
5. Do you nap a lot?: No because I already have troubles falling asleep at night sometimes so if I sleep during the day I'll definitely not be able to fall asleep until 3:00 am
6. Who was the last person you hugged? a family friend who visited us yesterday evening
7. What's your current fandom/obsession/addiction?: Hugh Laurie *sad*
8. What was the last thing you ate today?: Just had breakfast 2 hours ago .....pita bread with smoked salmon
9. What are you trying to achieve this year?: graduate from University so basically finish my diploma paper. I'm also planning to go to the Hebrides/Scotland/England again. I'd like to meet Hugh Laurie but that ain't gonna' happen
10. If you were to have three new baby daughters, what would you name them?: I don't think of these stuff but if I ever had a boy I'd like to name him Christoph.
11. Where were you born?: Elias hospital,Bucharest
12. What are you listening to right now?: Skillet - Falling Inside the Black
13. What's the last song that got stuck in your head?: H-Blockx - Countdown to Insanity
14. What is your zodiac sign?: Cancer (such an ugly word though).Born on the 22nd of June ,same day with Meryll Streep :D
15. Whose someone you admire? Piero Marini , Hugh Laurie,Tina Fey,Pope John Paul II,mom
16. If you could play any musical instrument, which one would you play? piano
17. Do you have any siblings?: No
18. What's something you'd like to say to someone right now?: I don't know
19. Say something to the person who tagged you: Laura,you're awesome and you actually manage to stay calm while reading all my rants.....thanks,it does me good . Also,your writing skills are AMAZING!

     European must know what Eurovision is all about so many should agree that the Eurovision song contest is fun through its amazing potential to be lame.........so it deserves a post.
     Well,the contest itself takes place in May(this year it will be hosted by Mother Russia)but the national selections take place months before that and we just had ours Saturday evening. You see,it's all good fun because it's supposed to be lame and pathetic(well,not really but it ends up being that anyway and we're all ok with it)so I watch it every year to get a good laugh. This year the beginning is quite good,there were only 2 or 3 really mind numbingly bad songs so my brain didn't suffer extensive damage.The rest were either just mediocre or uninteresting or,as was the case with about 2 or 3,interesting.We again chose badly ........or maybe it's just me,I don't know,I just personally liked other songs better ,but the good part is that this girl can at least sing and dance when she has to(she even participated in an edition of our version of Dancing with the Star which is in our country called  Dancing for you and pairs a celebrity with someone who needs help fulfiling a dream - a dream that usually has to do with great sums of money needed to solve someone's medical condition or get someone out of great financial distress,humanitarian stuff - ). But let's look on the bright side even more because I'm known for being a ray of sunshine and always optimistic(HAHAHA LOOOOL) : this years choice is a definite improvement from last year and the year before when we finished amonst the last after 2 years in which we finished top 5(3rd and 4th) without any support from neighbouring countries because we're surrounded by slavic-russian nations like Bulgaria and Ukraine ,Hungary and so on.....none latin like us.
      Here you have 2 songs I did like(the first you might not like because it's in romanian and the lyrics make up half of the songs appeal...they're very funny in a nice way) and the one that won.

( Eurovision videos  )



     I made a manip in order to make a header,wallpaper or whatever with it so I thought I could share a simple version of it.It's nothing too amazing but I had the patience to actually remove everyone out of the photo except them(and they weren't standing next to eachother either)so it's an achievement for me.

    ( crappy manip.....I mean artwork )

Well,I need to vent and I've already,probably,annoyed half the internet with my rants and pessimism so I'll just vent on my blog that no one reads anyway. IF ANYONE HAS THE PATIENCE AND TIME PLEASE DO READ AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK,THANKS IN ADVANCE.

( House rant ahead,cookies for all who read this )


( A short story that explains why this affects me so much )

      It's almost Christmas..............Christmas Eve to be exact and I'm in front of my lovely PC getting bored . I realize some of you(or maybe all of you) might think of this as very weird,sitting in front of your PC on Christmas Eve but for me it's not unusual.See,we have little family in town and most of them are stupid people we don't like (although for some reason they like us ......what's up with that) so me and my mom usually get to spend Christmas mostly by ourselves. Yes that kinda' sucks but what can you do when all the people you know are either celebrating with their big families outside of town or go on trips! Sure,we'll have some guests or go somewhere tomorrow or the day after tomorrow so it's not that bad.
      If u think this is weird wait 'til I tell you about our New Year's Eve tradition (superstition actually) .We always spend New Year's Eve at home because the only time we didn't host a New Year's Eve or spent it at home marked the start of the worst year for our family.

     But don't be fooled ,we're actually fun loving people !

     ( Christmas present bitching )

     Do you want to see our small Christmas tree? Do you? I know you do! OK,since we've established you do I'm adding pictures of it.(Click to make big,as always)
( I know you want to see my little tree ! )
And because all I want for Christmas is ,of course,Hugh Laurie(yes,I am lame) let's have ahuge picspam (might be NSFW thanks to danradfan  's screencaps)

( Hugh and I wish you a Merry Christmas )

   
       So House and Cuddy kissed and I saw no chemistry,no passion,it was awkward (granted,it should have been awkward so I won't dwell on that ) BUT I honestly think he has feelings for her and I have dozens of valid arguments . That was no pity kiss,it came after Cuddy basically told him he's an asshole who doesn't show any feelings ,he looked really emotional and touched (he actually looked less emotional and touched during the whole Wilson/Amber situation that ended with Amber's death) and I don't think he would get and act on such an impulse if he didn't have feelings for her (feelings he might not even be aware of),he wouldn't get himself into a situation that could cause him emotional distress and problems if he had no feelings for her.See,one big phrase with loads of arguments why my House/Cameron is dead and that was just the tip of the iceberg !
       I saw the promos for next week and while it is clear House won't open up about his feelings,he'll probably pretend it was nothing,meant nothing and he doesn't give a crap BUT he always does this so it doesn't mean he has no feelings and I got the feeling that there might be some subtle indication towards those feelings in the way he's acting . Some of my fellow Hamerons like the denial and only see House's refuse to talk about it and him telling Cuddy she should forget about it but I can't ,it's impossible.
        ( Please continue reading ,took me a while :D )

Ah,my Heroes is back and awesome so I'll make a quick post about that.

First of all............SQUEEEEEEEEEE YAAAAAAYYYYY OMG OMG OMG HEROES IS BACK *dances around the room like a crazy person*

*sits back down calmer than ever (yeah,right!)*

( Clicky for the Heroes rant...I know u want to )

Yeeeeeeees,I love Heroes and what I just wrote isn't totally in the order you'll see it in the episodes but pretty much.

Now on to the new episode of Terminator : The Sarah Connor Chronicles because Lena Headey is british,hot,GOD and I love her.
 

		I will marry Hugh Laurie.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in London in our fabulous House.
		We will have 4 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Blue Porshe.
		I will spend my days as a travel agent, and live happily ever after.

 So,I haven't posted anything in a while but ,in my defense ,I was away for a month anyways and I do have a blog I update all the time so it's not like I neglect the nerdy internet activities .
  Oh well,my one and only ship is dying a little everyday *cries* but at least the fall tv season has begun with a couple of my shows already back (Prison Break..yes,I still watch that show although it's so annoying , Terminator : The Sarah Connor Chronicles) and, on Tuesday, the show I love so ,so much and yet will probably annoy me to the point of depression,House,is returning .Then,on the 21st I'll be rooting for Hugh Laurie,House and Michael Emerson at the Emmy's even if only to make time go by faster until I finally get to see HEROES ,the season premiere from Tim King in Heaven(yes,David Shore,pay attention to this guy,Tim ,'cause he does what he thinks is good with the show while also listening to complains the fans have......)
1. Comment on this post.
2. I will give you a letter.
3. Think of 5 fictional characters and post their names and your comments on these characters in your LJ.

I got the letter "C" from dref22 

Ok,I'll stick to shows I'm currently watching in some form.

1. Allison CAMERON (House MD)
My favorite female character !! I love her so much and she's the only one to actually evolve as a character during the 4 seasons of House.She's delightful,quick-witted,can hold her own with House and they have amazing banter + she's caring and lovely.Then there's the amazing eye!sex with House and the chemistry .Also ,I love Jennifer Morriosn

2.Sam CARTER (Stargate SG 1)
She's so cool and I love that show,it was my first proper tv show obsession ,the one that introduced me to internet fandom and such and Carter became better and better .She's smart,strong,human and Amanda Tapping is so lovely.

3.Caprica Six
BSG is LOVE and I just love her character,it's so interesting and u never really know what to expect of her......she tries to be good and then the next moment she ends up shotting someone or kicking them or something.

4.Perry COX (Scrubs)
Seriously,he's fierce and he's crazy and very similar to House.He's House in a more sitcom-ish version + he's hot (although not pretty).I love how he messes with everyone and calls them names and stuff.

5.Sarah CONNOR (Terminator : The Sarah Connor Chronicles)
Just because I love Lena Headey and she's british and her character has great potential.

      Ok,I'm pretty angry about this so I'll make a quick post here on my personal space so no one gets pissed .
      I obsess about tv shows and Hugh Laurie(and other stuff LOL) and my main obsessions regarding shows are House MD ,Heroes and Stargate(but I watch about a dozen shows :D).
      Having clarified this I'll move on to the subject of this post : my one and only ship ,House/Cameron from House MD.First of all watch this SPOILERY interview Ausiello made with Hugh : HERE
        First of all I'd like to thank Katie Jacobs and her weird ,probably sexual fantasies involving Hugh  ,that she tries to fulfill  by hooking House up with Cuddy(and so fulfill Lisa E's fantasies as well).I have my own fantasies but I have no chance of fulfilling them and even if I had I would never resort to this.Thank you very ,very much K.J for fucking it up and know I won't watch any of the Huddy u throw at me.
        Ok,I'll go bury my beloved House/Cam now and weep at its tomb !............K, I'm back to rant!
        I like this ship(House/Cam) because the 2 characters and the actors have amazing chemistry together,they fit,the way their characters are built make them perfect for eachother,there's definite tension between them at all times ,even when they're just being friendly with no subtext or when they're talking about a case or arguing or when they're just in the same room.
      In 3 seasons we had plenty of eye!sex,plenty of subtext,subtle stuff and one kiss.The writers hinted at their feelings for eachother ,it was actually pretty clear in Cameron's case but they even deliberately gave clues suggesting House also had some feelings.All was nice,good,going on the right track.
       Then season 4 came and they hired new people,Cameron got almost no screentime and it was suddenly decided that House and Cuddy are perfect for eachother WTF. To make this clear ,because ,trust me,there is no sexual chemistry between House and Cuddy no matter how much Lisa Edelstein ,her loyal fans(hi people,got nothing against u)and ,especially,Katie Jacobs,want it and believe it to be there, they started to transform Cuddy from a powerful,successful ,no bullshit woman (who only succumbed to House's wishes because she was opened minded enough to see that in the end he was doing the right thing) into a woman who is just there to take House's sexual mockery which is not even sexual because OMG the chemistry and tension and desire is killing him,them and the viewers but because he's like a teenage boy who mocks Cuddy like that because he knows it's her weak spot as a woman and a boss,he would mock her like that even if she were his sister. I hate how they decided it's worth ruining Cuddy and ,in some way,even House just to create the illusion of something,with no subtlety (because there's nothing subtle about House eying Cuddy's butt in another attempt to mock her . But I think what I hate most about this is that I find it illogical no matter what. I mean,House and Cuddy have known eachother since med school ,they had an opportunity to be together but all that came out of it was ,as far as I understood ,a night of drunken sex after which none wanted anything more .Then House met Stacy,he fell in love with her,was in love with her for many years even after she left and Cuddy was right there.All this time Cuddy was friends with Stacy,she liked House with Stacy,she had no problem with it so it's clear she wasn't in love with House or wanted him and House didn't want her. BUT,suddenly,after 20+ years they want eachother,they discover this amazing desire? Oh come on,that's unrealistic and stupid. Also,I liked the friendship/sibling like vibe I got from their relationship in the first 2 seasons,it was great and I liked Cuddy but they had to ruin it.
          Sure,House could just sleep with Cuddy for comfort,because he's not well,because he needs closure and it would be a one night stand but that would be bad too because it's not consistent with the way I see House and because it would really make him lose major points,he'd be messing with Cuddy's feelings(newly discovered and totally illogical but feelings nonetheless).I mean,House always stayed away from any human contact,he even keeps Wilson at a sort of distance,he's afraid of getting hurt and hurting others,he tries to keep himself from caring about someone and complicating his emotional life ,he never slept with anyone he actually knew in 4 seasons so sleeping with Cuddy would not be consistent with what he does.Why would he risk it unless he wants to try and be happy with who he wants or just because he's far too messed up to give a damn anymore ? I keep thinking of what he talked to Amber on that bus when he was in a coma,when he said he doesn't want to be miserable anymore and Amber said he doesn't have to.What if it was a sign of things to come?
           Many say I shouldn't worry because this doesn't kill my House/Cam but I think it kinda' does because if House wanted comfort he could get it from Cameron since he knows she'd never hurt him and if he had feelings for her then she would be the one he'd want comfort from and he knows she wouldn't hurt him .I also think that ,because of what I said before about House and his feelings,if he slept with Cuddy he'd do it because he wanted to,because he actually wants her or because he doesn't care about anything and anyone anymore.
            Ok,this was long and obsessive and crazy and scary for all of the people(1 ,maybe 2) who will end up reading this but I needed to vent,I put passion in my hobbies and obsessions and I have plenty of free time right now so ....
           

Yeah,I haven't posted in a while and still got no interesting ideas to make a nice post or something because it's summer,it's hot and my brain is lazy BUT I just had to have these pictures on my blog,they are far too amazing.
Hugh fans surely know the nice ,small,watermarked outtakes from the Interview Magazine photoshoot and now I just discovered the hires versions thanks to the nice people at hughlaurie . So,all credit goes to them and the photograph.

    Ok,I was bored again and I probably shouldn't be because I am in the middle of the exam session .Had my first exam today in the economy of tourism and that professor is also the mean Dean (well,she's not mean as in mean but she's way too strict and demanding)so I'm not sure I passed.Now I'll have my next exam on Friday in eco-tourism and rural tourism but that should be easier(I hope).
    Anyways,I was talking about how I was bored this evening .This meant I opened photoshop (also because the internet was lame again and chose not to work)and used my little imagination,little patience and inexistent care for details to create something (in reality I just obsessed over one picture).
     And since I made something I thought I'd share.It's nothing special,just different versions of the same photo and I guess one can use them as banners or something,it's not important.

 Snagged this one from dref22 's LJ

Music Meme

1. Reply to this post and I'll assign you a letter.
2. List (and upload, if you feel like it) 5 songs that start with that letter.
3. Post them to your journal with these instructions.

dref22 gave me the letter "R"

side note - I won't upload to sendspace now, because my internet is being bitchy , but u have links to youtube and if u want any of the songs tell me and I will upload

Hmmmm....apparently I don't have so many songs starting with "R" but I did manage to find some

Run - Snow Patrol
Roads - Portishead
Runaway - Linkin Park
Reise Reise - Rammstein
Rockstar - Nickelback

Oh mighty God of television,why? Please,don't do this to me?Nooooooooooo !!!
Yes,new promo pics for the next 2 episodes of House emerged and while they suggest (together with the announced plot and previews)a great season finale the picture of Cuddy holding House's hand just killed everything for me and I don't even know if I should be excited for this episodes anymore because that's how I am and the Huddy bothers me 'cause I find it irrational ,stupid and transforms/transformed Cuddy into a woman with no personality,strength or authority ,she's now just a sexual object.Yes,TPTB,that is so much more interesting and generally better than pursuing the House/Cameron story that actually transformed Cameron into an amazing woman.

This (and the new House episode) pretty much made my day so here it is ! The pics not mine,belongs to whoever has the rights for it.
To see it big just press on it(it will be HUGE)

   Ok,so I had nothing to and decided to use my almost inexistent photoshop skills to make the time pass quicker until tomorrow when I'll watch the new episode of House.
   I realize not that I probably forgot to mention I kinda' love Angelina Jolie 'cause she's kinda' great(do u dig my 12 year old style of writing?huh?huh?)so here it is : Angelina Jolie rules ,she's great ,my favorite woman together with Jennifer Morrison in terms of hotness and not only (sure,I have great respect and admiration for other women too like Merryl Streep,Helen Mirren,Emma Thompson,Kate Winslet,etc but we won't talk about that right now).
   Now that we cleared that out this will not seem so unusual (keep in mind I did not say it was not crazy,a little odd,strange and weird 'cause it probably totally is :D ). I shamelessly put the hottest people in my opinion together in the same image (just when u thought there'd be no Hugh Laurie talk in this post ) and this is the result of my work (not a work of art but it's funny).

You are allowed to laugh 'cause they're crappy and made for fun but please don't call the men in white coats with the van to take me away 'cause I'm still mostlysane ,I promise