My one and only ship,the only one I've ever embraced or cared about is probably dead *cries*
current location: my dark room
current song: Mattafix - Angel on My Shoulder
Ok,I'm pretty angry about this so I'll make a quick post here on my personal space so no one gets pissed .
I obsess about tv shows and Hugh Laurie(and other stuff LOL) and my main obsessions regarding shows are House MD ,Heroes and Stargate(but I watch about a dozen shows :D).
Having clarified this I'll move on to the subject of this post : my one and only ship ,House/Cameron from House MD.First of all watch this SPOILERY interview Ausiello made with Hugh : HERE
First of all I'd like to thank Katie Jacobs and her weird ,probably sexual fantasies involving Hugh ,that she tries to fulfill by hooking House up with Cuddy(and so fulfill Lisa E's fantasies as well).I have my own fantasies but I have no chance of fulfilling them and even if I had I would never resort to this.Thank you very ,very much K.J for fucking it up and know I won't watch any of the Huddy u throw at me.
Ok,I'll go bury my beloved House/Cam now and weep at its tomb !............K, I'm back to rant!
I like this ship(House/Cam) because the 2 characters and the actors have amazing chemistry together,they fit,the way their characters are built make them perfect for eachother,there's definite tension between them at all times ,even when they're just being friendly with no subtext or when they're talking about a case or arguing or when they're just in the same room.
In 3 seasons we had plenty of eye!sex,plenty of subtext,subtle stuff and one kiss.The writers hinted at their feelings for eachother ,it was actually pretty clear in Cameron's case but they even deliberately gave clues suggesting House also had some feelings.All was nice,good,going on the right track.
Then season 4 came and they hired new people,Cameron got almost no screentime and it was suddenly decided that House and Cuddy are perfect for eachother WTF. To make this clear ,because ,trust me,there is no sexual chemistry between House and Cuddy no matter how much Lisa Edelstein ,her loyal fans(hi people,got nothing against u)and ,especially,Katie Jacobs,want it and believe it to be there, they started to transform Cuddy from a powerful,successful ,no bullshit woman (who only succumbed to House's wishes because she was opened minded enough to see that in the end he was doing the right thing) into a woman who is just there to take House's sexual mockery which is not even sexual because OMG the chemistry and tension and desire is killing him,them and the viewers but because he's like a teenage boy who mocks Cuddy like that because he knows it's her weak spot as a woman and a boss,he would mock her like that even if she were his sister. I hate how they decided it's worth ruining Cuddy and ,in some way,even House just to create the illusion of something,with no subtlety (because there's nothing subtle about House eying Cuddy's butt in another attempt to mock her . But I think what I hate most about this is that I find it illogical no matter what. I mean,House and Cuddy have known eachother since med school ,they had an opportunity to be together but all that came out of it was ,as far as I understood ,a night of drunken sex after which none wanted anything more .Then House met Stacy,he fell in love with her,was in love with her for many years even after she left and Cuddy was right there.All this time Cuddy was friends with Stacy,she liked House with Stacy,she had no problem with it so it's clear she wasn't in love with House or wanted him and House didn't want her. BUT,suddenly,after 20+ years they want eachother,they discover this amazing desire? Oh come on,that's unrealistic and stupid. Also,I liked the friendship/sibling like vibe I got from their relationship in the first 2 seasons,it was great and I liked Cuddy but they had to ruin it.
Sure,House could just sleep with Cuddy for comfort,because he's not well,because he needs closure and it would be a one night stand but that would be bad too because it's not consistent with the way I see House and because it would really make him lose major points,he'd be messing with Cuddy's feelings(newly discovered and totally illogical but feelings nonetheless).I mean,House always stayed away from any human contact,he even keeps Wilson at a sort of distance,he's afraid of getting hurt and hurting others,he tries to keep himself from caring about someone and complicating his emotional life ,he never slept with anyone he actually knew in 4 seasons so sleeping with Cuddy would not be consistent with what he does.Why would he risk it unless he wants to try and be happy with who he wants or just because he's far too messed up to give a damn anymore ? I keep thinking of what he talked to Amber on that bus when he was in a coma,when he said he doesn't want to be miserable anymore and Amber said he doesn't have to.What if it was a sign of things to come?
Many say I shouldn't worry because this doesn't kill my House/Cam but I think it kinda' does because if House wanted comfort he could get it from Cameron since he knows she'd never hurt him and if he had feelings for her then she would be the one he'd want comfort from and he knows she wouldn't hurt him .I also think that ,because of what I said before about House and his feelings,if he slept with Cuddy he'd do it because he wanted to,because he actually wants her or because he doesn't care about anything and anyone anymore.
Ok,this was long and obsessive and crazy and scary for all of the people(1 ,maybe 2) who will end up reading this but I needed to vent,I put passion in my hobbies and obsessions and I have plenty of free time right now so ....






